{BFFE} and her man are getting married...yeah. i know. I am scared. not because I don't love him. because I do. I enjoy him all the way to his soul. which isn't hard. He is great. really. at first I didn't like what he stood for. because in high school her boyfriend pretty much took her away from me. He was a black hole of a boyfriend. sadly. So when her new and lovely man came around I thought..great. I just barely was able to be her bestest friend again because her black hole of a boyfriend left for his mission. and BAM!! I have to be best friendless again. It made me mad. ask anyone. I stopped talking to her and pretty much blamed the both of them for liking each other. I missed out on watching those two fall in love. I look back and it makes me so sad that I based their relationship off of her old crappy one. But, now I am making up for it. He really is great. honestly. i can't think of anyone better to take care of my best friend. I am glad that I am giving up my role as her best friend foreva' eva' to him. He is so calm and happy. heck he was just as excited as {bffe} and I for the masquerade, which is rare. He will stand by her. no doubt. you know how you have to warn your friends boyfriends/fiances that if they hurt your friend that the police wont even be able to identify their dental records? yeah I haven't even had to come close to saying that. I am not worried. He is pure. totally see through in the sense that he doesn't seem to be harboring any weird things. he is great. He is working way hard for {bffe}. and best of all. he lets me be her friend still. i remember some girl talking about her twin sister getting married and how had that was and I was thinking....get over it. it happens. i love eating my words. but with {the fiance} i am still able to be her friend. He loves her to death and doesn't want to leave her side but this weekend he is letting her have a girl weekend. i dont know if he realizes how much that really happy that makes me. I am sold. heck if she is. by all means marry that girl. and even if we weren't able to have a girls weekend he lets me be the third wheel AND doesn't ignore my being there. really. i feel like she hit the jack pot. he even let me help him with proposing. like i was with him that whole day getting things ready with him. i will never forget that. it really made me so happy. one night i was asking how people fall in love (it really is odd to me). and she was telling all this stuff ( i guess i will have to wait because I still don't really get it) and it made me see that she is so happy. there is no doubt those two will be great eternal companions. it also made me see that every girl deserves this ( i have always thought that but it really hit me). He is great. she is great. and I am happy to still have her in my life. and I am happy to have him in my life too. there are so many moments that I was able to have one on one time with him and see that he is not only a great guy alone, but is a really great guy to {bffe}. i love it. i am excited for their wedding and life. the end
